These days shall pass

So how many more days till school starts? There are days I swear that I could totally lose my mind. Is that hard to believe? That a mother of five could be declared legally insane? Yeah probably not. Seriously a toy lays there all day and one shows interest and all of sudden there is revolt right in the middle of the living room declaring whose toy it really is. Yes it sat there all day but because you showed interest in it it is really mine. Yes I am looking forward to school starting. Not only will have two out of the house but for two days out of the week for two and half hours I will only have two. Now that is a true bonus is it not?! And I want one more. I seriously am insane, but oh well. I look at all five of them and the chaos that occurs day after day and I wouldn't have it any other way. Jessalynn intelligence astounds me day after day. Arissa has a quick wit and is passionate. Lyra makes me laugh day in and day out. Melina's smile could brighten up the darkest room. And I am totally in love with the new man in my life. Yes it may not be for everyone but I love my life and I wouldn't change it for anything. So how do I do it? One day at a time and sometimes just one minute at a time. I have been reflecting lately on Hosea since the anniversary of his death is coming up. I think of a little boy with angel wings holding his grandma's hand waiting for me. I am doing a balloon release on August 8th. Take care of him mom till we can all be together again and with that I think I am going to hit post.